Despair and excitement
And an unlit cigarette
Beneath the curtain of deceipt...
The idea tastes sweet
Like the oncoming traffic
Of heiroglyphic
... mental disturbance...
What?
No
It can't be
A mere nonsensical string of words
Attatched to each other by the
Mere broken interior
Of my forsaken mind.
No.
You have just been
Mindfucked.
This is where you can sit on the beach and suntan all day long without getting burnt in the middle of a blizzard with your windows down and your skirt up flying in the wind.
Tuesday, January 06, 2015
Monday, January 05, 2015
Sunlight Stardust
I feel large raindrops
Covering my face,
Cleansing my freedom.
I smell warm tar
Rising up to greet
The heat.
I should step outside
And drench my wisdom
In the growling thunder
Of angry clouds.
The sun has yielded
To give me a cool moment
To breathe
And rediscover
The simple pleasures
Of droplets of life
Dancing on my tongue.
Covering my face,
Cleansing my freedom.
I smell warm tar
Rising up to greet
The heat.
I should step outside
And drench my wisdom
In the growling thunder
Of angry clouds.
The sun has yielded
To give me a cool moment
To breathe
And rediscover
The simple pleasures
Of droplets of life
Dancing on my tongue.
Monday, December 29, 2014
Simple Intelligence
It's just another way to hell
Covered in disastrous excitement.
No-one can hide the truth
Quite as well as I.
Fairness in the distance
Shatters like a vase
In a concrete car port.
I'm feeling this,
It's insignificant,
It makes my brain implode.
A rose bud disintegrates
And my heart pulpitates
With a strange sound
Thudding in my ears.
I see it all
In that one second
Of consciousness.
Covered in disastrous excitement.
No-one can hide the truth
Quite as well as I.
Fairness in the distance
Shatters like a vase
In a concrete car port.
I'm feeling this,
It's insignificant,
It makes my brain implode.
A rose bud disintegrates
And my heart pulpitates
With a strange sound
Thudding in my ears.
I see it all
In that one second
Of consciousness.
Thursday, November 27, 2014
Oneness
Have you ever looked above yourself
And seen a pillar of light
Ascending to the stars?
In this mere moment, you are connected
With the everythingness
That is.
Some days you wake up
With new knowledge
Floating around within.
The beam of energy
Is everything you need to know.
It's the source
Of all that exists,
All that ever was
And all that ever will be.
Sweet Lemons
Sophistication
And innovation
Are the price of my creation.
I'm into life and
Out of time
And things begin to blur
Into a degenerate
.... Interview ....
Of sad and slow
Skeletons in my throat.
It's not fun
Always being the one
To hold my baggage of mistakes,
Breaking down the walls
Of self-doubt.
I'm bribing the clairvoyant
Inside me
To see you.
And innovation
Are the price of my creation.
I'm into life and
Out of time
And things begin to blur
Into a degenerate
.... Interview ....
Of sad and slow
Skeletons in my throat.
It's not fun
Always being the one
To hold my baggage of mistakes,
Breaking down the walls
Of self-doubt.
I'm bribing the clairvoyant
Inside me
To see you.
LangebaaNarnia
Beautiful morning.
Beach sand exfoliating my toes,
The caw of a seagull is followed
By the calming crash of waves
Adding a background beat to
The angelic voice, deep and emotional
Strumming Reggae tunes
Into the breeze -
Sending music across the shoreline
And into the ears
Of wind infatuated
Kitesurfers, Windsurfers,
People of the Water, Rocks, Sand
Gather round to catch her song,
Her love of music,
Her heart.
Beach sand exfoliating my toes,
The caw of a seagull is followed
By the calming crash of waves
Adding a background beat to
The angelic voice, deep and emotional
Strumming Reggae tunes
Into the breeze -
Sending music across the shoreline
And into the ears
Of wind infatuated
Kitesurfers, Windsurfers,
People of the Water, Rocks, Sand
Gather round to catch her song,
Her love of music,
Her heart.
Wednesday, July 04, 2012
The journey of the Soul
The streets are empty
I smell the rain
I feel the cut grass irritating my skin.
Lost in darkness
I hope to find the sun again
Babbling
Through the clouds.
Deserts cry into the sea
For a hope long forgotten.
A soul stretched to eternity
Trips through the trees
To greet me
and make me whole.
Friday, April 23, 2010
About Kids
Why?
My little Jenna
My little Matthew.
My little vomit bag
For my little vomit kids.
My blog
My kids.
Save us
from your
Family.
Help us
Understand WHY
You put us through
You're in's and out's
Of motherhood.
Online
And free for all.
Are you not aware
Of the dangers
Of exposing your children
On the net
Where pedophiles lurk
Through the pages
And watch your family grow
Between the lines?
My little Jenna
My little Matthew.
My little vomit bag
For my little vomit kids.
My blog
My kids.
Save us
from your
Family.
Help us
Understand WHY
You put us through
You're in's and out's
Of motherhood.
Online
And free for all.
Are you not aware
Of the dangers
Of exposing your children
On the net
Where pedophiles lurk
Through the pages
And watch your family grow
Between the lines?
The Circle of Life
A person in a sacred space
Seems so calm and content,
But when their place has been intruded
By evil folks with knives and guns,
A person seems slightly disgruntled
And rain overshadows his innermost fears.
But when these evil beings
Rape and plunder
Steal and murder,
The calmest of people
Seem, well...
Not so calm
Anymore.
This is the way of the world,
The circle of life.
The Yin and the Yang of everything
We see, hear, feel, taste, smell.
All rolls into one, when distressed
And becomes a bombshell of consciousness.
Never be that person who seems so calm,
Never open your door to evilness.
It will tear you apart
Eat your soul,
And leave you
For Dead
Seems so calm and content,
But when their place has been intruded
By evil folks with knives and guns,
A person seems slightly disgruntled
And rain overshadows his innermost fears.
But when these evil beings
Rape and plunder
Steal and murder,
The calmest of people
Seem, well...
Not so calm
Anymore.
This is the way of the world,
The circle of life.
The Yin and the Yang of everything
We see, hear, feel, taste, smell.
All rolls into one, when distressed
And becomes a bombshell of consciousness.
Never be that person who seems so calm,
Never open your door to evilness.
It will tear you apart
Eat your soul,
And leave you
For Dead
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Scorned, Worn and Forlorn
Her hands cradled the last of her hope,
Splashed against the newly tiled carpet.
Red wine seeps down
Into the floorboards
Of time.
Another year
Of delight and sorrow,
And the discovery of adventures
And times still to come.
Yet her eyes told a tale
Of utter despair.
She no longer wished to carry the burden
Of life.
She opened her hands,
And let all her hopes
Crash to the ground,
While she waited for the effects
To kick in.
Splashed against the newly tiled carpet.
Red wine seeps down
Into the floorboards
Of time.
Another year
Of delight and sorrow,
And the discovery of adventures
And times still to come.
Yet her eyes told a tale
Of utter despair.
She no longer wished to carry the burden
Of life.
She opened her hands,
And let all her hopes
Crash to the ground,
While she waited for the effects
To kick in.
Beautiful Obliteration of Life
A butterfly sways before me
Leaving it's trail of doubtless beauty.
Smoke whirls around my tongue
And suspends itself in the air
Creating patterns
Of self disguise.
The pulling on the filter
Creates a tigling sensation on my lips
As the white music
Drifts outwards
As I exhale.
The sun reflects itself
In a pool of still water.
And with my fingertips,
I create a stirring
Of little ripples.
My wet fingers touch the ember,
And the smoke is gone,
The heat is out
And my fingers sting.
I blink at the pool,
Smile at the thought of the butterfly,
And walk back inside.
Leaving it's trail of doubtless beauty.
Smoke whirls around my tongue
And suspends itself in the air
Creating patterns
Of self disguise.
The pulling on the filter
Creates a tigling sensation on my lips
As the white music
Drifts outwards
As I exhale.
The sun reflects itself
In a pool of still water.
And with my fingertips,
I create a stirring
Of little ripples.
My wet fingers touch the ember,
And the smoke is gone,
The heat is out
And my fingers sting.
I blink at the pool,
Smile at the thought of the butterfly,
And walk back inside.
Fragile Mind
The music is loud,
Banging in my head,
Disecting my ears.
The beat disturbs my mind
And is too loud for me
To concentrate.
I awake in silence
And can hear my breathing.
Drifting off again
To the noisy world of
..."so-called"...
Solitude.
The drums bring forth nausea
And my eyes flip open again.
Will there be no peace
Within my own mind?
Will my thoughts ever leave me
Alone?
Scream to take away the music
But silence escapes my lips.
Drifting off again,
I hope this is the last time.
Let this be the last.
Banging in my head,
Disecting my ears.
The beat disturbs my mind
And is too loud for me
To concentrate.
I awake in silence
And can hear my breathing.
Drifting off again
To the noisy world of
..."so-called"...
Solitude.
The drums bring forth nausea
And my eyes flip open again.
Will there be no peace
Within my own mind?
Will my thoughts ever leave me
Alone?
Scream to take away the music
But silence escapes my lips.
Drifting off again,
I hope this is the last time.
Let this be the last.
Sunday, October 29, 2006
Kiss
A kiss.
The infusion of love,
Or the promise of a future?
The sharing of a friendship
Or just a lie?
An action that means nothing.
Has it been lost?
The loving warm feeling
That comes with
A kiss?
The infusion of love,
Or the promise of a future?
The sharing of a friendship
Or just a lie?
An action that means nothing.
Has it been lost?
The loving warm feeling
That comes with
A kiss?
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Ant’s life
The ant crawls across the floor,
Dust rises behind him.
He sneezes as he reaches the next floorboard
Dropping the piece of sugar he’d been carrying
For the last four hours.
Angry with himself,
He silently screams with frustration.
He circles this minute particle
Looking for a way to lift this huge block.
Eventually he pushes it onto his back
And resumes his long trek home to Antville.
A floorboard creaks under him
And as he looks up to see the cause,
Big foot ends his life with an instant squish.
Dust rises behind him.
He sneezes as he reaches the next floorboard

Dropping the piece of sugar he’d been carrying
For the last four hours.
Angry with himself,
He silently screams with frustration.
He circles this minute particle
Looking for a way to lift this huge block.
Eventually he pushes it onto his back
And resumes his long trek home to Antville.
A floorboard creaks under him
And as he looks up to see the cause,
Big foot ends his life with an instant squish.
Freedom
Don’t you want to sail away with me?
Jump into the waters of the deep blue sea.
At night, we can watch the stars twinkle and glow
Reflecting on the black waters in constant moving flow.
Sail with me to a far off land,
Lie on the lazy beaches, and when you’re lonely, hold my hand.
We can sing and laugh and talk into the night
And gaze dreamily into each others eyes in full moonlight.
I’ll pick fruit and berries and slowly feed them to you,
And we’ll sit on the highest hill looking out at the beautiful view.
So, don’t you want to sail way with me?
Leave this world behind us, so we can be free!
Jump into the waters of the deep blue sea.
At night, we can watch the stars twinkle and glow

Reflecting on the black waters in constant moving flow.
Sail with me to a far off land,
Lie on the lazy beaches, and when you’re lonely, hold my hand.
We can sing and laugh and talk into the night
And gaze dreamily into each others eyes in full moonlight.
I’ll pick fruit and berries and slowly feed them to you,
And we’ll sit on the highest hill looking out at the beautiful view.
So, don’t you want to sail way with me?
Leave this world behind us, so we can be free!
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Unreality
I don’t want to feel the ground,
Or anything tangible.
I don’t want to see what is there,
But what’s beyond it!
I want my minds cage to unlock,
To be open to the universe
And everything I see must be real,
But unreal at the same time.
I want colours to whirl through my eyes.
Reality must be far from me.
I want no sense,
No right or wrong,
I just want life.
Freedom to think in a way unthinkable.
I want my ears to hear unheard songs.
I don’t want a second to pass,
Without me having experienced it all.
Or anything tangible.
I don’t want to see what is there,

But what’s beyond it!
I want my minds cage to unlock,
To be open to the universe
And everything I see must be real,
But unreal at the same time.
I want colours to whirl through my eyes.
Reality must be far from me.
I want no sense,
No right or wrong,
I just want life.
Freedom to think in a way unthinkable.
I want my ears to hear unheard songs.
I don’t want a second to pass,
Without me having experienced it all.
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Insobriety
Sunday, July 02, 2006
Party in a Pie
Cream curdles inside a pie
And animals jump in to party.
They fly around and indulge
In the splendid green gunge
That used to be edible
For humans.
But now these insects play
In their Ethiopian ecstacy.
This is when they love humans
They love them until the spray comes
The spray that commits
Mass homicide
And the guilty party
Walks away
With a smug look on his face
While survivors gather their deceased
To make a mass funeral.
And animals jump in to party.
They fly around and indulge
In the splendid green gunge
That used to be edible

For humans.
But now these insects play
In their Ethiopian ecstacy.
This is when they love humans
They love them until the spray comes
The spray that commits
Mass homicide
And the guilty party
Walks away
With a smug look on his face
While survivors gather their deceased
To make a mass funeral.
Dream
Only in the depths of my mind 
Do I find
A path that leads me back
Into the sweetness of unconsciousness.
The world is as I wish;
The gravel crumbles at my feet
As I try to reach
What I’ve been looking for
My goal is that of mindlessness
A soul hiding in the breech of time.
When all the world will become mine
And when the wind whispers my name.
I will be back again
Into my own world
My own time
My own dream!

Do I find
A path that leads me back
Into the sweetness of unconsciousness.
The world is as I wish;
The gravel crumbles at my feet
As I try to reach
What I’ve been looking for
My goal is that of mindlessness
A soul hiding in the breech of time.
When all the world will become mine
And when the wind whispers my name.
I will be back again
Into my own world
My own time
My own dream!
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